Eddy had been in Australia for 2 weeks, and i am starting to miss him.

People tend to appreciate one's presence more when he/she is not beside you, always keeping ur ass safe and being the listener of all your problems no matter how boring it is.

I have just transfered the pictures took wif him before his flight into my laptop, however, i still keep a copy of all the pictures with him inside in my handphone.

He has grown up to be a teenager...

He is fighting his way to be a man...

He is learning to be a better person...

In a way, I learnt a lot from him. He is always there for me and i know he will always be there for me.Thank you, my little brother.

You have grown up, but to all of us in the family, you will remain as the adorable and chubby Eddy that we use to have. Love you!!!

I was once a highly-motivated daughter to go back to my hometown every weekend; no matter how late my class ends on Friday or midterms on Saturday afternoons, I will still make a great effort to get back home.

However, the weekends that I use to go bak home seems to cause "something" important in my life to change. I always believe that "something" won't change due to time and space. I was wrong.

Friendship is something like mathematics. It needs practice.
Friendship is something like physics. It needs comprehension.
Friendship is just like a baby. It needs attention.
Friendship is just like a plant. It needs nurture.

Perhaps, someone gave me the right advise. She gave me some words that popped up into my mind once all these incidents happened. "You are an excellent classmate, however, there are still a lot of things to improve in you to become someone's friend." I really thank her for these words.

For friends that walked with me for a certain distance and time in the journey of my life, you will always remain in my heart. Memories are always nice to be "read" through, no matter of time and space.

Finals are over!!!!

1st trimester of my 2nd degree year over...Yeah!!!!

Yea yea...finished one trimester, so wat? Jz ain't in the mood for holidays.
Perhaps dat is how a workaholic feels when there are nothing much to fill the emptiness.

My dad went for his own vacation, Shanghai this time.

Coming soon, my younger brother, Eddy attending the Youth Student Exchange, organized by Lion's Club, destination- Australia. A 1 month program it is, which will b a gd eye opener for my brother. Congrats Eddy, hope you enjoy it there.

Alrite...this is really a long ago story to update about...N yes...i knw dat i haven't updated my blog since way longer than long ago...

3rd MMU(Malacca) Intervarsity Taekwondo Championship 2007

Basically, I am d only female fighter from MMU(Cyberjaya), it is pathetic...seriously...But at d same time, i feel very proud and honoured...=P

We had 10 representatives from MMU(Cyberjaya), won 6 medals, in which there were no gold medals. It was really a good exposure and fresh start for the members n me myself.

Thanks to the drivers...Kenneth, William and Amirul for driving us all along d journey...

Thanks to the supporters...Rommel, Pang and Rahimi for being there for all of us...

Thanks to the team coaches...Kenneth and Willian for shouting all d way wen were in d ring...

Thanks to all fighters...Yee Sheng, Mervyn, Amirul, Hezren, Zu, Ripin, Deo, Ray, Ali for fighting for the club...

And.... special thanks to my best pal...Mun Ee for being there for me...

Luv ya guys...

20th Birthday

Basically, half of my birthday was 'consumed' by assignments...

However, .............(dis is goin to b a long list)

Thanks Kok Boon, Kevin, John for singing me the 1st birthday song for my 20th birthday....

Thanks Kenneth, Rommel, Jason for bringing me to Secret Recipe before i head bak home...

Thanks Dad, Mum..for giving birth to me..i promise i will b a good girl...

Thanks to my bros...Alfred and Eddy...for singing d 2nd birthday song for me...

Thanks Ying, Wai Heong, Chee Kim, Yong Fai and Kar Chun for celebrating with me late night once i got bak...

Thanks T6 members...Luv ya guys...I m stil storing d msgs u guys sent to me in my inbox...

Thanks Enchanted Night 2007...for celebrating it for me although it is alr belated..(and thanks for waiting for me til 12 midnight)

Fine, finish with all the thanks...It is time to go again....Finals coming...In progress of fighting for a mission possible!!!!

好久了，
好遥远了，
无法挽回，
无法补救。

好痛了，
好习惯了，
无须解释，
无须辩护。

在以往的生活字典中，"遥远"不曾出现。直到那件事发生后，无缘无故地发生后，这字眼悄悄地浮现。
在以往的生活日记中，"痛"永远在里头。直到那件事发生后，无缘无故地发生后，这字眼已入木三分。

曾经渴望挽回、补救，可就不知从何下手。
曾经渴望解释、辩护，可就不晓从何开口。

人与人之间，也许需要一定的空间；再要好的朋友；日子久了，话题变少，由少化无。就算，给予时间，挽回、补救、解释、辩护，也让人束手无策。

处于此局中，也许需要更多的时间；再要好的朋友；日子久了，唯有了解，唯有明白。就算，给予时间，挽回、补救、解释、辩护，也让人束手无策。

破了的杯子，或许真的怎么黏，都会有裂痕。(我不肯相信，最终，我还是得屈服... ...)

Feel the allure and charm this season

~Enchanted Night 2007~

organized by ENGSOC and Swim Club of Multimedia University

With the theme of "A touch of Sugar Frost", Enchanted Night 2007, was successfully presented to all attendants. But before, going to the pics...let's hv a look at the customised flash for the great night.

And also, a specially designed website of Enchanted Night 2007.

Great committees for a Great Night

My Secretary, Ping Ting and me near the ice carving

Look wat am I doing to the president of Engineering Society, Johnathan Yong. John...You are just so cute with makeup....

We simply look gorgeous.....(perasan betul...)

That's all the pics that i can show for now...There will be a continuation to this post...

After all the whoo-ha during the Cyberpreneurship project, I am left wif 3 events.(seriuously is 2 only coz i hv a very gd assistant for 2nd Rawang Taekwondo Championship 2007. Luv ya, Shu Yee!!!:P)

The next exctitement in campus will be the prom night "Enchanted Night 2007" in Palace of Golden Horses. I just can't wait the night to come, i would really wanna testify wether our effort in organizing this prom night is paid off o not.

Talking about my own prom dress, a big thank you to my dearest mummy...The initial plan was 2 go shop for it with my frens, however, my mum insist in getting my dress tailor-made. I'l upload the pics once i get myself fully dress for the night. Hehe...Kisses and hugs...Mummy...

The last one will be the 10th Anniversary Celabration of Chinese Language Society of Multimedia University. Man...i really feel that i am not suitable for the post of secreatary. We held our 1st working committee meeting last night, there were loads of mistake in the slide presentation. I am really lousy in it...n thanks 2 my PC too who acted up last minute wen i was finalising the presentation, causing me 2 go 'kacau' my frens late night.

Indeed, it is tiring in organizing events. Tinking of the positive side of it, i learnt a lot in return. Everyone told me
that hardship during organizing is part of d process, and I am trying to appreciate all the hardship i encountered, it makes me a better person.

On the other hand, i tink i hv hurt a lot of ppl around me during the process. Of course, i am also staring to neglect the most important part in my life, my friends...I am really sorry. Other than sorry, i jz dunno wat 2 say 2 u guys...

At last...i can take a deep breath and really rest

Just finish all my midterm papers on wed night, however, d story never ends here. Upcoming events still occupy my memory space and RAM...my processor needs to be upgraded again. I am just so desperate for holidays, away from all organizing stuffs and books...

Let me list down d events that i crave for it to end:

1) Cyberpreneurship Business Project

2) Enchanted Night 2007

3) 2nd Rawang Taekwondo Championship 2007

4) MMU Cyberjaya Chinese Language Society 10th Anniversary

It is all about proposals, formal letters, sponsorship..Facing my PC for long hours but not surfing the net is just not the norm of my life. And grabbing the chance to update my blog using my fren's PC is wat i am doin now...Dat's y....

I AM SO-NOT-ME!!!!!

冷战

我已经对冷战厌倦了，但并不是麻木；
厌倦，或许是因为冷战时常都会发生在家里；
不麻木，或许是因为冷战发生的原因都一一而异。

沮丧与悲伤也因此时常到我心房拜访；
沮丧，我无法抗拒；
悲伤，我无能拒绝；
但，把这些压抑于心底永远是我的选择。

若有一天，
我真的真的崩溃了，
我真的真的失心了，
我会豪放地哭，尽情地哭。

眼泪流了，
不是要得到他人同情，
而是让自己的心里好过些，
让一些无法抒发的话语，
以眼泪当代名词表达出来。

无可否认，
冷战，让人成长，
不经一事，不长一智，
谢谢让我沮丧与悲伤过的人，
为我人生作了那么多首插曲。

Away from my Cyberjaya apartment for 3 weeks, and there goes my blog....

Will be updated soon, till i finish all the stuffs that are still pending here.

In the darkness of the twilight, 6.40a.m., tragedy happened with just a flick in my old school.

A bus labelled ‘C’, having a driver sitting in it with despair and sorrow, staring at the pool of blood on the tar road, was parked in the front of the old canteen. Pictures of him holding on to the small little girl’s hand and her bag on the other hand, walking towards the old canteen keep on replaying in his mind.

He was the one who send this small little girl to school every morning. He was the one looking after this small little girl every morning. He was the one who loved this small little girl so much. He was also the murderer…

As usual, the bus driver will make sure all students are out of the old canteen area, only, he will make a U-turn and leave the school compound. Against all odds, it was not so on the day the tragedy happened. The girl happened to be there at the moment the bus was making the U-turn. Small in size she is, it is no wonder that the driver could not see her at the time of the day.

The little girl was rushed to a clinic at my hometown by a mineral water vendor and one of the parents who were at the area at that time. The doctor at the clinic ordered the saviour to send this little girl to the hospital immediately, as she still has her heart beat.

Ironically, the road down to the hospital is a hot spot for traffic jam. Without second thought, the uncle who was driving overtook the long queue, trying to reach the hospital as soon as possible. At this point, the police was called to action, at first, to track down the van that the uncle was driving; however, the whole objective of the operation changed.

Priority was to save the small live which was at stake. The police forces put on their sirens and help the uncle to control the traffic as to let him pass through. It is believed that the police had informed the hospital authorities. As they reached the hospital, many medical personnel were on standby mode, waiting for the van to come.

It was just a short half an hour, doctors tried to save the little girl, they tried so hard to revive her. Sadly…

Grey clouds covered the whole school, influencing the whole atmosphere of the school. Mum was in school for the whole day but she can’t feel herself. Everything seems to be so empty…

“God, why do you have to take away such a beautiful soul?
Why won’t you grant her a second chance?
Why not let her die the natural way?”

I keep on asking these questions. Tears wet my cheeks for these few nights. Question marks are still popping up from every corner of my mind.

Although I force myself to except the truth, although I still cry after so many days and nights, I will still always pray for this little girl…

Words to her:
Girl, you are a wonderful soul. Do understand why God wants you to leave this world so soon. I here, represent all teachers and fellow friends of S.J.K(C) San Yuk, Rawang, promises you that we will always pray for you and you will always be remembered. Rest in peace and head to a place that truly belongs to you.

Specially dedicated to 庄雯倪